So, i ca't stop thinking lately.
and i've had numerous epiphanys.
Some contradicting eachother.
but it all boils down to this,

I am independent, and i always have been.
I'm not going to pretend I need anyone.
I only have emotion for things that truly have an impact on my life.
because otherwise they're pointless.
I know what I want.
and I'll do whatever it takes to get it,
and if i still dont have it.
i won't fret.
because theres bigger things going on in this world than my life.
I'm happy to have what i do.
and anything i dont like in my life im going to get rid of it.
I'm done being polite.
It doesnt do any good.
The only reason I'm still alive is because i know it would cause to much grief to others if i wasn't.
and i think thats what everyone else thinks in the far corners of their mind.
what are we if we dont have people to depend on us for happiness, and us counting on them?
One day we'll all be forgotten
and none of this will matter.
So stay happy,
and make those around you feel the same.
Nothing else is worth the energy or time.
It's easy to get wrappd up in your own life.
because that's the only one youre allowed to experience.
And i really dont matter.
most people dont.
So ill enjoy this while it lasts.
One day it ill all be over and noone will remember it.
Not even me.
So while i still have the ability to feel and think.
Im going to take full advantage of it.
cherishing the hurt and the joy and everything inbetween.
because one day I'll have nothing.
So ill take what i can get while i can.
and love every minute of it.
i know it will be better than nothing.

and i know this life philosophy will change one day.
but for now it's working for me.

Current Mood: accomplished

"I'm just a raging whore!"

"Suck it up, faggot."

"hot hot sex"

"THUNDER CATS ARE GO!!!!"

"adolfa hitler"

"my vag hurts for paulie bleeker."

"Orange tictacs"

"Three straws? you fatass"

"some one could trip, and you'd be impregnated."

"Clay Aiken and Lance Bass"

many more.......
what a sweet sweet sixteen indeed.

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: moldy peaches

 let me paint a picture in the brain for you,,,,,

so im dropping micki off at her house and were both laughing our asses off. 
and as im pulling out of her drive way she runs back to the car and opens the door as if it's some kind of emergency or she forgot something. and she says, " Don't forget Grace, HE"S YOUR BITCH!" 
ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, if only you knew the story behind that you would be laughing as hard as i am right now.

Current Mood: chipper

 maybe it looks like we were kidding, but im serious. This IS what im doing with my life.
and there will be NO pre-nup.

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: weekend warriors-a change of pace

Im totaly sick of lazy being such a negative adjective.
Let's not call it lazy anymore.
I prefer resourceful.
I mean, if you can figure out a way to get your shit done with out leaving your chair,
I would consider you pretty smart.
Some of the smartest people in the world are lazy.
Think about how little brain power it takes to get up and do something.
If your lazy you have to think about what it would take for that thing to get done
without me moving.

Yes, eventually you will have to get off your ass and do something,
but until that day comes, 
I encourage all you lazy people to continue procrastinating.
Exersize your brain, not your body.
So basically, 
this is a big hu-rah to all of you who are like me, 
resourceful

Current Mood: accomplished

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ayFWtRR1XTo


I like to sleep in the street
just kidding
i like to sleep in a feather bed
but if your mad ridiculous and still awake, yo, im just gunna get in your head,
with a rap about the mets and the yankees and the things i love in the world.
Mainly i love the mets and the yankees and also i love giiiirls,
that like to talk about baseball
that like to talk about friends
that think that mathew perrys awesome
that think the world will never end.

worst  picture ever
and i love it
i laugh everytime i see it.
worse than my freshman picture
seriously

Current Mood: crazy

so i was at mickis thursday..
and kicked her ass at basketball
maybe because shes a cripple...


and heres some other ones ....
paramore hair!!(why do i always look drunk?)

cripple =[(you know its funny lmao)

more jumping.


yeah, i won.



fun times, then we watched d2.
lmao.
i love us.

Current Mood: giddy

so today, bonnie told me she saw my lj.
and then she told me to make an entry so she could read it.
so i am.
 but she forgot to tell me what to write about.
hmmmm..
alright, bonnie. you better see this!!
k bye. 

Current Mood: nerdy