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epiphanys

Sat, 02 Feb 2008 16:32:53 GMT

So, i ca't stop thinking lately.
and i've had numerous epiphanys.
Some contradicting eachother.
but it all boils down to this,

I am independent, and i always have been.
I'm not going to pretend I need anyone.
I only have emotion for things that truly have an impact on my life.
because otherwise they're pointless.
I know what I want.
and I'll do whatever it takes to get it,
and if i still dont have it.
i won't fret.
because theres bigger things going on in this world than my life.
I'm happy to have what i do.
and anything i dont like in my life im going to get rid of it.
I'm done being polite.
It doesnt do any good.
The only reason I'm still alive is because i know it would cause to much grief to others if i wasn't.
and i think thats what everyone else thinks in the far corners of their mind.
what are we if we dont have people to depend on us for happiness, and us counting on them?
One day we'll all be forgotten
and none of this will matter.
So stay happy,
and make those around you feel the same.
Nothing else is worth the energy or time.
It's easy to get wrappd up in your own life.
because that's the only one youre allowed to experience.
And i really dont matter.
most people dont.
So ill enjoy this while it lasts.
One day it ill all be over and noone will remember it.
Not even me.
So while i still have the ability to feel and think.
Im going to take full advantage of it.
cherishing the hurt and the joy and everything inbetween.
because one day I'll have nothing.
So ill take what i can get while i can.
and love every minute of it.
i know it will be better than nothing.

and i know this life philosophy will change one day.
but for now it's working for me.

mercedes 16th

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 03:24:02 GMT

"I'm just a raging whore!"

"Suck it up, faggot."

"hot hot sex"

"THUNDER CATS ARE GO!!!!"

"adolfa hitler"

"my vag hurts for paulie bleeker."

"Orange tictacs"

"Three straws? you fatass"

"some one could trip, and you'd be impregnated."

"Clay Aiken and Lance Bass"

many more.......
what a sweet sweet sixteen indeed.

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 03:36:29 GMT

let me paint a picture in the brain for you,,,,,

so im dropping micki off at her house and were both laughing our asses off.
and as im pulling out of her drive way she runs back to the car and opens the door as if it's some kind of emergency or she forgot something. and she says, " Don't forget Grace, HE"S YOUR BITCH!"
ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, if only you knew the story behind that you would be laughing as hard as i am right now.

marry rich---its the right thing to do.

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 01:58:53 GMT

maybe it looks like we were kidding, but im serious. This IS what im doing with my life.
and there will be NO pre-nup.

FullovSmiles (8:33:27 PM): lol, whatever, we dont need boyfriends, were way to good for that

X3MsBeNz (8:33:45 PM): we are were not the vilage bicycle

FullovSmiles (8:34:22 PM): im gunna date a really rich ugly guy, so he knows what he's got and hell just do anything for me in fear that ill leave him and he wont get any one as hot as me ever again.

FullovSmiles (8:34:39 PM): that is my life plan

X3MsBeNz (8:35:08 PM): hahhahaaha ....im seriously almost peeing my life plan is also to marrry rich thats only way life can work out

FullovSmiles (8:35:41 PM): lmao yesss! we can live next door in beverly hills in big mansions!

X3MsBeNz (8:36:53 PM): most def!!!and well ditch our husbands and theyll sit therr and talk about how amzing we are and theyll be afraid well leave them b/c were so hot

FullovSmiles (8:37:32 PM): yes! and then we can secretly have hot model boyfriends on the side, because lets face it, the only rich guys are the ugly nerdy ones.\

X3MsBeNz (8:38:11 PM): ha i agree that prob wont even care...we can make it up for not being the bicycle in high school

X3MsBeNz (8:38:15 PM): they*

oh man, ive got some ranting to do.

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 00:29:25 GMT

Im totaly sick of lazy being such a negative adjective.
Let's not call it lazy anymore.
I prefer resourceful.
I mean, if you can figure out a way to get your shit done with out leaving your chair,
I would consider you pretty smart.
Some of the smartest people in the world are lazy.
Think about how little brain power it takes to get up and do something.
If your lazy you have to think about what it would take for that thing to get done
without me moving.

Yes, eventually you will have to get off your ass and do something,
but until that day comes,
I encourage all you lazy people to continue procrastinating.
Exersize your brain, not your body.
So basically,
this is a big hu-rah to all of you who are like me,
resourceful

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 22:05:06 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ayFWtRR1XTo

I like to sleep in the street
just kidding
i like to sleep in a feather bed
but if your mad ridiculous and still awake, yo, im just gunna get in your head,
with a rap about the mets and the yankees and the things i love in the world.
Mainly i love the mets and the yankees and also i love giiiirls,
that like to talk about baseball
that like to talk about friends
that think that mathew perrys awesome
that think the world will never end.

i posted one for you bonnie!!!

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 22:49:16 GMT

worst picture ever
and i love it
i laugh everytime i see it.
worse than my freshman picture
seriously

new hair

Sun, 21 Oct 2007 23:44:37 GMT

thursday night

Sat, 20 Oct 2007 15:24:25 GMT

so i was at mickis thursday..
and kicked her ass at basketball
maybe because shes a cripple...

and heres some other ones ....
paramore hair!!(why do i always look drunk?)

cripple =[(you know its funny lmao)

more jumping.

yeah, i won.

fun times, then we watched d2.
lmao.
i love us.

hey bonnie!

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 19:25:11 GMT

so today, bonnie told me she saw my lj.
and then she told me to make an entry so she could read it.
so i am.
but she forgot to tell me what to write about.
hmmmm..
alright, bonnie. you better see this!!
k bye.

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 15:29:14 GMT

i made some cool pictures

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 03:48:02 GMT

So people keep telling me I should model.
and i usually just take it as a compliment and then forget about it.
but lately i've been thinking,
i wonder how many people out there want to model
but arent tall enough, or thin enough, or just dont fit that model mold.
It doesnt seem fair that someone can just be born able to model
and not even want to do it, when there are probably a million people dying to be in their place.
so, i might give it a shot.
i probably wont do that great, but i guess id feel bad if i didnt at least try.

homecoming

Mon, 24 Sep 2007 23:47:43 GMT

i hate all the homecoming stress
and my situation isnt even that bad.
theres so much pressure involved
and decision making-which isnt my strong point.
i want someone to take care of all of it for me, then ill just show up.
thats a good idea.
who wants to be my homecoming coordinator?
anyone, anyone? no. thats what i thought
cuz noone wants this crappy assignment when they have to deal with their own homecoming.
ugh.
that was my short attempt at venting.